Kiki Ku Kiki

That means sendiri jaga sendiri... onself take care onself!
Earlier i got up to force myself to eat 2 breads... mom asked me wat i wanted for lunch be4 she went to church and i said its ok im eating bread... as the mere thought of food also made me feel like puking.
Anyway i had my bread and went back to sleep.. i dun think i slept long but i woke up feeling hungry.. and when i feel hungry i feel all kinds of discomfort. I still feel like puking but had no choice.. i must eat. So i called my mom... heard her hp ringing downstairs. N i tot she's back.. so i went down but no one was around.. n my mom had forgotten to bring her hp =.="

Called bronx and he was still asleep... told him i still feel sick.. n im hungry... he asked me wat i wanted to eat.. i had no idea as nothing appeals to me.. thn he said he'll come bring me to see doctor but i refused.. i just want to eat and tot aiee no point to call him also... he stays too far anyway and if i waited for him to come n bring me out lunch i think at that point i wud hv been too hungry and watever i eat wud come back out! So apa buat.. feeling miserable and wallowing in self pity i had to nurse myself.

Went down tot of doing french toast.. the oni thing we hv to cook is just one amc cookware.
I turned it on, put some butter... dipped the bread in the beaten egg n dunked it in. Hmm nothing seems to be working.. it is heated up but the darn thing is just not cooking. Got frustrated but decided to wait awhile only to realise the bread and butter is stuck to the pan. Arrghh why is it so hard to cook here in msia!! I threw the bread to my dog's foodbowl and washed the pan, thinking I had to try again. Thank God mom came home asked me what am i doing to her beloved amc.. said im hungry, i jus want to make french toast n it all got stuck.. she lectured me the correct way to use amc.. can't be bothered and good thing is she had an extra packet of noodles that she brought back from church! Yaay... as i took the noodle to heat up... can't help feeling nausea at the sight of food... sigh... i hv to go force myself eat it now and take some meds...

haih kiki ku kiki laaaa boh pian!