Have accepted this and also felt that it is better for her as she started feeling pain in Dec and found out that her kidney is malfunctioning. She had been through a lot of pain and suffering the 1.5 mths before she passed.
Now that it is CNY, I think of her even more and petronas's advertisement is just rubbing it in.
Here is the cny ad 2011 if u have not seen it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MefB0wweAKI
It is always the case when human will only be filled with regret when someone is no longer here.
When my grandma was still around, even the fact that she was staying 2 doors down my house, I hardly do ever drop by... we keep thinking there is always next time and now I'm tired, I'm busy, I want to go out with my friends... next time I'll go.. next time.. always next time.
I remember before my grandma's sickness got serious, my mom said this cny we will be having reunion dinner at my grandma's house.. well cny is here now but my grandma is not.
I don't have any more living grandparents and I am closest to this grandma well coz she outlived the rest much longer.
Ah Jia, I do miss u so much and you are the best grandma I could have. You always had a smile on your face, and you would always make sure u have some goodies kept in ur fridge to be given out whenever all your children, grandchildren and friends comes to visit you.
I know it's silly but I still do wish you are still healthy and here with us so we could have one big feast together.
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Anyway here's a mystery we encountered during the funeral.
On the 2nd day, my mom and aunt's family and I went to the parlour office to arrange somethings.
While my mom was talking on the phone, she glanced at a picture that was sitting in the office n she thought to herself, hey why this person looks so much like me??
At a closer look...
whatt!!?? It is our picture!! And no one had any idea why it was in the office and none of my aunties or uncles brought it there. My mom being a smart aleck said that it was when my grandfather passed away in 2000 that the funeral parlour required the picture. Now my grandma has passed they take the pic out to make sure is correct (dunno correct what, correct wife? to be buried next to grandpa!??) and now its not required liow so they took it out lor!! WOW seriously sometimes i really wonder wat goes on in my mom's head! Anyway we all rejected her theory. Even the funeral parlour guys had no idea..
I guess somethings shall remain a mystery.. this picture was dated Christmas Day 1999.. The last family picture before my grandpa left.
Looking at the picture than and everyone now.. really we have all aged... yikes can't imagine me in another 10 yrs!
PS: I think I wanna get bangs again, from this picture look okie wat hahaa
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